Started crying and feeling so sad. I feel like my world of deaf and life is suck. No one understand me of how hard of being deaf. I have been curse to myself so many time more than my family know. Now my way of life is hurting, anger, sadness, heartbroken, and sorrow. It’s true I still have friends and new friends now and then. But in reality I feel so alone in my heart like missing hole. I tried my best to make myself happy bear like I did before but It not the same anymore. And lord I think I am losing my sanity and faith so bad. Help me now when I need it the most.